~crazilyinsane

its been a while good buddy. how ya been? oh really? thats amazing! me to dude!

well now lets see since the last time i was on da posting anything.. life was getting bad, ryan and i were in some hard times, i had decided to come home to vermont, and we broke up and i ventured off on my own! i dont really blame him for not being happy. i loved him, even still, but i know i was driving him crazy. i was so happy to see him after work i just clung to tight. i had a lot of trouble finding a job and my mom became more of an alcoholic. i dont hate him, im not mad, im not holding a grudge... i do wonder how he is doing everyday though.
i just hope hes doing as well as i am. i still think about him everyday, but i am so freakinhappy that i am out of my parents house. i am free to come and go as i please. i can see who i want, do what i want. life is simply amazing! i work in a jewelry store making good money. i get to see my friends, and i even met some new ones! i dont have a car yet but i will soon. hopefuly in a few weeks!! yay!
i started off by getting my licence back, so sandra is super free. i borrow whoevers car whenever, so its way to much fun. no one minds cause i have the ability to fill their tanks whenever im out! what an amazing feeling that one is!
i feel like for the first time my life is on track. i do wonder what it would have been like if ryan and i had stayed here.. we would probably still be together but... i probably wouldnt have met jeff. he makes me to happy to describe. hes an amazing guy. has me laughing, tells me im pretty(i dont think so but he argues) he says i have beautiful eyes! i seriously melt.

so alas, life is amazing, and its exciting. i am happy. but if you see this i do still miss you.

-Sandra <3

no happy holidays for you...

im alive. i saw some guys nipples today. a little boy threatened to beat him up if he cried durring the piercing. i made him promise not the beat the guy up. didnt want him to disrupt my art.
interesting rain. it fell like a clean linnen sheet, drifting over the bed. i watched it. the smell was intoxicating.
i starred at the wall in my room. batman begins. the shining. darth vader. spiderman. halloween. random movie posters.
i got my shirts today. my baby got stole... by a bear holding a shark!!. the cheat. trogdor. honk if you are about to run me over. a case of bawls. a sign for my door that says: you're not paid to think, a mindless worker is a happy worker! shut up and do your job!
the serial killer rings in my ears.

so today i officialy got the call. i am the apprentice! i will be sticking holes in people in no time. and for thoes who dont know i now work as a piercer at the Dancing Dragon tattoo parlor. im so excited!

i was gonna joke about it and photoshop a piccy of me and Donald Trump all because of his show and what not. then i realized i didnt have any good pictures of me that fit the part. i guess i gotta look pissed off and snooty. no offense Mr. Trump!

anyway! off to get ready for work now!

as you all know i am the apprentice! and i wish to be inked to fit in more. i want tattoos for all my friends, so heres my request! i need a faenix dragom! i ask because i dont want to just go find a rondom piccy and get it slapped on my shoulder...

my faenix dragom has to have wingalings and hes gotta be red outlined in black.... it would be awesome if he was shooting fire at a person too...

THAT IS MY REQUEST NOW GET TO IT!